The Undivided Leader

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Carl leaned forward, rested both hands on the conference table, and looked around at his leadership team.

“I want complete honesty,” he said. “This needs to be a safe place. If there is something I need to hear, I want you to tell me.”

No one moved.

Carl waited several seconds before turning toward John, the director of marketing. “John, what do you think?”

John glanced across the table at Melissa and then down at his notes. “Since you asked, I think the number of last-minute changes has been difficult for the team. We sometimes spend several days working in one direction and then discover that you have decided to go another way. People are becoming hesitant to move forward because they are afraid the direction will change again.”

Carl nodded thoughtfully. “I understand why it might look that way, but every one of those changes was necessary. When new information becomes available, a good leader has to respond. I would be failing the organization if I refused to make adjustments simply because someone had already started working.”

John leaned back in his chair. “I understand.”

“Anyone else?” Carl asked.

Melissa, who oversaw operations, chose her words carefully. “I think there may also be some reluctance to disagree with you. A few people have told me they are not always comfortable raising concerns.”

Carl frowned. “That surprises me. I have repeatedly told everyone that my door is always open. In fact, I can name several occasions when someone disagreed with me and I allowed them to explain their position.”

Melissa gave a small nod. “All right.”

David, the newest member of the team and therefore the person who had not yet learned when silence was the safer response, decided to help.

“I wonder if the issue is not whether you allow people to speak,” he said, “but what happens after they speak. Sometimes you become defensive when someone questions a decision.”

Carl sat upright. “I am not defensive. I am simply explaining the facts so people understand why I made the decision.”

By the end of the meeting, Carl had successfully disproved every concern raised by the people who worked most closely with him. He left encouraged that the team had been unable to identify any legitimate weaknesses in his leadership.

The team left having learned something as well.

They learned never to do that again.

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Carl probably considered himself authentic. He spoke plainly, had a strong personality, and rarely hesitated to tell people what he thought. He may even have described himself by saying, “What you see is what you get.”

Unfortunately, “what you see is what you get” sometimes means nothing more than, “I have decided not to edit myself for the benefit of others.”

What Carl’s team saw was not authenticity. They saw a man protecting an image of himself that he desperately needed others to believe. He welcomed honesty as long as it agreed with the way he already saw himself.

Perhaps that is where any honest discussion of authenticity must begin. Authenticity is not simply revealing yourself. It is being willing to discover whether the self you reveal is true.

What Is Authenticity?

Authenticity has become one of those words nearly everyone admires and almost everyone defines differently.

For some, it means expressing whatever they happen to feel. For others, it means refusing to adjust themselves for anyone. “This is just who I am” becomes both their declaration of independence and their excuse for remaining immature. Still others associate authenticity with transparency—the willingness to disclose personal struggles, private thoughts, and painful experiences.

Each of those ideas contains some truth, but none of them takes us far enough.

Authenticity is not saying everything you think. That may merely demonstrate that you have not yet learned wisdom. Every feeling is real in the sense that we are actually experiencing it, but not every feeling is true, righteous, helpful, or ready for public release.

Authenticity also does not mean acting exactly the same way in every setting. You should speak differently to a grieving widow than you do to your closest friend during a ball game. You may be appropriately formal in the boardroom and wonderfully ridiculous with your grandchildren. Adapting your communication to love the person in front of you is not hypocrisy. It is maturity.

Nor does authenticity mean refusing to change. If the person you are today is exactly the person you were twenty years ago, that may not be evidence of integrity. It may mean no one has been able to teach you anything.

The idea of “being true to yourself” also needs careful examination. Which self? The fearful self? The wounded self? The selfish self? The self who wants to follow Christ, or the self who would prefer to be left alone with his preferences and a sufficiently convincing explanation?

Scripture does not call us to locate our deepest desires and organize our lives around them. It calls us to deny ourselves, take up our cross, follow Christ, put off the old self, and be renewed in the spirit of our minds.

Christian authenticity, then, must be more substantial than unfiltered self-expression. Our hearts can deceive us. Our desires can mislead us. Our view of ourselves can be distorted by pride, fear, shame, ambition, insecurity, and sin.

Authenticity is living truthfully before God and others. It is the growing agreement between what we believe, what we value, what we say, what we do, and who we are when no one is watching.

Authenticity is an undivided life.

David prayed, “Teach me Your way, O LORD, that I may walk in Your truth. Give me an undivided heart, that I may fear Your name” (Psalm 86:11).

That may be one of Scripture’s finest descriptions of authenticity. An authentic person is not someone without conflict, weakness, or remaining sin. He is someone who brings all those conflicting parts under the truth of God and, by grace, increasingly becomes one whole person before Him.

The Opposite of Authenticity

The biblical idea most closely associated with inauthenticity is hypocrisy. The word originally carried the idea of an actor playing a role. The audience saw the character while the actual person remained hidden behind it.

Jesus repeatedly confronted the Pharisees for precisely this reason. Their public presentation and private reality did not agree. They carefully maintained the outside while neglecting the heart. They loved appearing righteous more than becoming righteous. They sought the approval of people while claiming to live for the approval of God.

Their greatest problem was not simply that they deceived others. They had gradually become blind to the truth about themselves.

That is what makes inauthenticity so dangerous. We can wear a mask long enough that we forget it is a mask.

Michael Reeves describes hypocrisy as a lack of integrity to the gospel—an outward profession that has not penetrated what we actually love, treasure, and seek. He observes that hypocrisy leaves a trail of spiritual hollowness, fear, tribalism, joylessness, and a prickly need to preserve our image. The cure is not a better religious performance, but a deeper apprehension of the grace of Christ.¹

Inauthenticity is not always a deliberate lie. More often, it is a carefully managed inconsistency.

We say relationships matter, but people experience us as interruptions. We say we welcome feedback, but punish those who provide it. We speak of accountability until someone attempts to hold us accountable. We claim the mission is more important than our position, but become territorial when our authority is threatened. We preach grace while requiring everyone around us to maintain the illusion of our competence.

We may sincerely believe every sentence we say, but sincerity does not guarantee self-awareness.

Inauthenticity often reveals itself in the way we respond when confronted. We explain instead of listening. We point to our intentions instead of accepting the effects of our behavior. We minimize the concern, question the messenger, change the subject, or produce a detailed defense proving that the other person could not possibly have experienced what he just told us he experienced.

Some leaders ask for honest feedback and then immediately convene a small appellate court to have it overturned.

Carl did not reject his team’s observations because he thought he was being dishonest. He rejected them because their experience of him contradicted his preferred understanding of himself. Preserving that understanding became more important than discovering the truth.

An inauthentic leader often has an explanation for everything and ownership of almost nothing.

Authenticity Is Not the Absence of Privacy

Some people hear the call to authenticity and conclude that every thought, feeling, temptation, wound, and struggle should be made public. Authenticity, however, does not eliminate discretion.

Jesus was entirely without hypocrisy, yet He did not entrust Himself to everyone. He spoke openly to the crowds, more fully to His disciples, and most intimately to a few. He knew when to answer, when to ask a question, and when to remain silent.

Not every person has earned access to every part of your life. Vulnerability without wisdom can burden people who are not equipped to carry what you disclose. It can also become strangely self-centered, turning every meeting into an opportunity to process the leader’s emotional world.

Your team needs to know that you are human. They do not need to become responsible for keeping you emotionally stable.

Brené Brown has written that authenticity is “a collection of choices that we have to make every day.”² She connects it with the courage to be imperfect, establish boundaries, and allow appropriate vulnerability. That inclusion of boundaries matters. A person who reveals everything to everyone is not necessarily free. He may simply need everyone’s reassurance.

Authenticity means that what I choose to reveal is true. It does not mean I am obligated to reveal everything that is true.

Authenticity Has Different Personalities

Whenever we discuss personality, it is helpful to understand what we mean. The DISC model describes four primary patterns of behavior: Dominant, Inspiring, Supportive, and Cautious. These patterns help us understand how people tend to approach problems, people, pace, procedures, decisions, and relationships. Every person contains some combination of all four, though most of us naturally emphasize one or two. DISC does not measure intelligence, spiritual maturity, ability, or character. It helps explain how we tend to behave; it does not excuse what we choose to do. Personality influences our natural expression, but character determines whether that expression becomes loving, wise, and trustworthy.

Because authenticity is a matter of character rather than personality, it will not look exactly the same in everyone.

Consider Daniel, a direct, decisive, results-oriented leader. No one has ever wondered what Daniel thinks because Daniel generally tells them before they have had time to wonder. He appears authentic because he speaks plainly and does not seem concerned about whether everyone approves.

Directness, however, is not the same as authenticity. Daniel may readily reveal his conclusions while concealing his fears, uncertainty, insecurity, or need for control. He can tell everyone else exactly where they are wrong while remaining strangely unavailable for similar assistance.

For Daniel, authenticity may sound like, “I was wrong,” “I do not know,” “I need your help,” or “I am afraid this may fail.” Those admissions may reveal far more of the real man than another forceful opinion ever could. “This is just who I am” does not excuse harshness, intimidation, impatience, or an unwillingness to listen.

Now consider Isabel, an outgoing, expressive, optimistic leader who draws energy from people. She tells stories, shares her feelings, and can make a new employee feel like an old friend before the first staff meeting ends.

Isabel may appear naturally authentic because she is emotionally open. Yet expressiveness is not necessarily congruence. She may instinctively become whatever the room seems to reward. She can share an intimate story while concealing the deeper truth that she is longing for approval.

For Isabel, authenticity may require remaining grounded when people are disappointed, keeping commitments after the enthusiasm fades, and telling the truth even when it threatens belonging. She may need to ask whether she is genuinely connecting with people or adjusting herself to secure their affection.

Samuel is steady, patient, loyal, and attentive to the needs of others. He is not quick to disclose his feelings and may take time to put his thoughts into words. Someone who equates authenticity with emotional expressiveness may assume Samuel is guarded, but quietness is not deception. He may be deeply sincere and remarkably consistent.

Samuel’s danger is that his desire for harmony may cause him to conceal disagreement, suppress resentment, or say yes when his heart is saying no. He may appear agreeable while gradually withdrawing from the relationship.

For Samuel, authenticity may mean bringing concerns into the light before they harden into resentment. His authentic voice may not be loud, but it must eventually be heard.

Finally, consider Claire. She is analytical, accurate, conscientious, and attentive to quality and procedure. Claire expresses authenticity through careful reasoning, consistency, principled behavior, and a refusal to misrepresent the facts. She has little desire to make a public display of her emotions, but that does not make her cold or false.

Claire’s danger is using correctness as armor—revealing her analysis while withholding her heart. Her growth may involve admitting uncertainty, expressing appreciation, allowing others to see the person behind the competence, and acknowledging that a technically correct decision can still wound people.

She may also need to learn that feelings do not become irrelevant simply because they cannot be entered into a spreadsheet.

Personality influences the manner in which truth is expressed. Character determines whether truth is actually being lived.

We must be careful not to reward the personality that looks most authentic to us. Loud is not necessarily honest. Quiet is not necessarily guarded. Emotional is not necessarily vulnerable. Reserved is not necessarily secretive. A warm personality can manipulate, and a blunt personality can hide.

Authenticity is not measured by volume, speed, emotional intensity, or the number of personal stories someone tells. It is measured by the agreement between the visible life and the hidden one.

What Is the Team Looking For?

Your team does not need a flawless leader. They already know they do not have one.

What they need is a leader whose public identity does not require their participation in maintaining a fiction.

They want to know whether your stated values will survive pressure. They want to know whether bad news can travel upward without injuring the messenger. They want to know whether you will accept responsibility before assigning it. They want to know whether the standards applied to them also apply to you. They want to know whether the version of you they encounter in private is consistent with the person who appears on the platform.

More than charisma, they are looking for congruence. More than continual confidence, they are looking for honest steadiness. More than dramatic vulnerability, they are looking for the safety that comes from knowing you will tell the truth.

Simon Sinek has emphasized that leaders build trust when they can say, “I don’t know,” instead of pretending to possess certainty they do not have.³ This kind of modeled vulnerability allows others to admit mistakes and speak truth without fear of humiliation.

Your people do not expect you to know everything. If you continually pretend that you do, however, they will eventually stop telling you what they know.

They are also watching how you respond when reality contradicts your preferred image of yourself. Anyone can appear humble while receiving praise. Authenticity is revealed when someone offers correction.

Do you become curious or combative? Do you ask questions or build a defense? Do you thank the person and examine the pattern, or explain why the incident was an exception? Do people leave difficult conversations feeling heard, or merely defeated?

The moment your self-image is threatened may be the moment your true character becomes most visible.

How Can I Tell If I Am Not Authentic?

The difficult answer is that you probably cannot determine this entirely by yourself. Self-deception is, by definition, something we do not recognize unaided.

You will need God’s Word, God’s Spirit, and God’s people.

Begin by noticing the distance between the person you present and the person you protect. Are there facts about your leadership that everyone knows but no one is allowed to mention? Are there people around you who will tell you the truth without first calculating the cost? When was the last time someone corrected you and you changed because of it? When did you last make a clear confession without attaching an explanation?

Consider how much energy you spend managing other people’s impressions. Do you alter stories to make yourself appear wiser, stronger, more spiritual, or more successful? Do you find yourself performing humility? Do you secretly resent people who fail to recognize your sacrifices? Does your public compassion disappear when someone becomes inconvenient?

Pay attention to the different versions of yourself that emerge in different rooms. Are you gracious toward influential people but dismissive toward those who cannot advance your purposes? Do you speak differently about someone after he leaves the room? Does your behavior change significantly when the senior leader arrives? Does your family experience the same patience, kindness, and humility that your colleagues admire?

Ask whether your values remain stable when they cost you something. Integrity is easy when truthfulness, kindness, and faithfulness are rewarded. Character is revealed when telling the truth may cost the contract, admitting failure may damage your reputation, or keeping your word requires a sacrifice no one else will see.

Jordan Peterson’s often-repeated counsel is, “Tell the truth—or, at least, don’t lie.”⁴ For the Christian, that is a useful beginning, but not the final destination. We do not merely stop speaking falsehood. We seek to bring every part of life under the lordship of the One who is Truth.

Paul wrote, “Therefore each of you must put off falsehood and speak truthfully to his neighbor, for we are members of one another” (Ephesians 4:25).

Truthfulness is not merely an individual virtue. It is a relational responsibility. My false presentation does not affect me alone. It requires everyone near me to interact with someone who does not actually exist.

The Path Toward Authenticity

We do not become authentic by staring endlessly into ourselves. The deeper we look without the light of Scripture, the more likely we are to mistake our wounds, appetites, fears, and preferences for our identity.

We become authentic by standing honestly before God.

David prayed, “Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my concerns. See if there is any offensive way in me; lead me in the way everlasting” (Psalm 139:23–24).

That prayer is profoundly different from asking God to confirm the person we already believe ourselves to be. It gives Him permission to expose what we cannot see.

The path continues through confession. “He who conceals his sins will not prosper, but whoever confesses and renounces them will find mercy” (Proverbs 28:13). Confession collapses the distance between appearance and reality. It does not create our sin; it brings acknowledged sin into the presence of grace.

This is why the gospel is the only secure foundation for Christian authenticity. If my standing before God depends upon maintaining the appearance of goodness, I will hide. If my identity depends upon being admired, I will perform. If my security rests upon being right, I will defend myself at almost any cost.

If my righteousness is found in Christ, I can afford to tell the truth about myself.

I do not have to pretend that I am without sin because Christ has already paid for it. I do not have to prove my worth because I have been loved by grace. I do not have to make everyone believe I am strong because His power is made perfect in weakness.

The gospel does not merely permit authenticity. It produces it.

From there, the leader must clarify what he truly believes and values. These are not merely the values printed on the wall, but the values demonstrated on the calendar, in the budget, during conflict, and under pressure. What do your repeated choices reveal that you actually treasure?

Then invite specific feedback. Do not ask, “Do you think I am authentic?” That question is too vague and too easily answered with something pleasant. Ask, “Where do my actions fail to match what I say matters?” “When do you experience me differently in private than I appear in public?” “What subjects do you hesitate to discuss with me?” “What happens when someone tells me no?” “What do you think I do not understand about myself?”

When the answer comes, do not prosecute the witness.

Listen. Ask for examples. Look for the pattern. Thank the person. Pray about it. Invite someone mature and trustworthy to help you separate misunderstanding from truth. Then take visible action where change is needed.

Confess quickly and specifically. “I was wrong when I interrupted you and dismissed your concern. That communicated that my opinion mattered more than yours. Will you forgive me?” That is confession.

“I am sorry you felt dismissed, but I was under enormous pressure and needed the meeting to keep moving” is image management dressed as an apology. It contains the words I am sorry, but they have been placed there mostly for decorative purposes.

Learn to say four sentences without qualification: “I was wrong.” “I do not know.” “I need help.” “Will you forgive me?”

Those sentences do not diminish trustworthy leadership. They help create it.

Finally, practice congruence in small things. Authenticity is rarely established through one dramatic disclosure. It is formed through thousands of ordinary choices: keeping a promise when no one remembers it, giving credit when you could have taken it, refusing to exaggerate a story, addressing a concern directly, treating the unseen person with the same dignity you show the influential one, and living on Tuesday what you taught on Sunday.

Applied knowledge repeated consistently becomes transformation.

The Same Person in Every Room

The goal of authentic leadership is not to become more impressive. It is to become more integrated.

The authentic leader is still growing. He still has weaknesses. He still experiences fear, temptation, uncertainty, and failure. He is no longer committed, however, to concealing those realities in order to protect a manufactured identity.

He knows who he is before God. He knows whose he is. He is learning to bring his beliefs, desires, words, relationships, and actions into increasing agreement with that truth.

He does not tell everyone everything, but what he tells them is true. He does not act identically in every setting, but he does not become a different person to gain the approval of each room. He does not confuse his personality with his character. He permits Christ to confront, refine, and redeem the way his personality is expressed.

When the hidden life and the visible life begin to agree, people notice. They may not use the word authenticity. They may simply say, “I trust him.”

That trust is not earned by convincing people that we have no cracks. It is earned as they discover that no false front has been constructed to conceal them.

Authenticity is not finally about revealing your “true self” to the world. It is about becoming, by the grace of God, a truthful person—an undivided person—whose life increasingly agrees with what he professes to believe.

For the Christian leader, the goal is not merely to be true to yourself.

The goal is to be true to Christ.

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Endnotes

¹ Michael Reeves, Evangelical Pharisees: The Gospel as Cure for the Church’s Hypocrisy (Wheaton, IL: Crossway, 2023). See also “Are You an Evangelical, a Pharisee, or Both?,” interview with Michael Reeves, The Crossway Podcast, February 20, 2023, Crossway.

² Brené Brown, “Authenticity Is a Collection of Choices That We Have to Make Every Day,” adapted from Dare to Lead, Brené Brown. See also Brené Brown, The Gifts of Imperfection (Center City, MN: Hazelden, 2010).

³ Simon Sinek, “The Three Simple Words That Could Elevate Your Career,” March 18, 2025, Simon Sinek.

⁴ Jordan B. Peterson, 12 Rules for Life: An Antidote to Chaos (Toronto: Random House Canada, 2018), Rule 8, “Tell the Truth—or, at Least, Don’t Lie.”

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